had a revealtion today

i realeased that i dont wnat to regret my life at the end of it all funny how things come to you i have been soul searching for 2 monts now but i struck up a conversation with a college from work today .

wrote to judith settled somet hings nothing major just a bit of direction hopefully the right way . got and email from daddy and a forward from mummy . all in all ok but i thank god for his way surely its only him who knows his way i just hope he carries me with him .

hi people
its papa i decided i need one.
frist i am on a mission to get fit ( mummy will be over the moon ) that means a few push ups a few sit ups and eating right ( or at least eating )
works been great after a sight scare of too much discount ( man i don't want to end up unemployed how will i feed my wife!!!!!!
school its all tits up there every one want there work in and well a lot of nights are sleepless
as for the gf man i don't know we are figuring things out id ont know how things will turn out but i like the way she is strong and supportive she even called me when i missed her call i called Judith Jim's sister who's moving out of Marys house ( don't know whats going on there ) any way the shock was mob

stats today
is clean but i have to comb my hair which is a lot and well i got work have to phyic for that